torn up inside
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Fuck the world
Yesterday was quite an interesting day. I went through so many emotions. I’ve also realized some other things. I’ve cared too much for everyone. I’ve always had other people on my mind. I think of ways and things to do so that I will be able to help people and make them feel better. I have thought too much about the people around me and I have not taken the time to take care of myself. I’ve not taken the time to heal myself.
Now it’s time I do something for myself. Time for some soul searching. Time to recover, Time to heal. Time to think about myself,.. Call me whatever you want but until you have lived a day in my shoes, you will never understand what and how I feel. It’s tough.
I’ve dug a hole so deep and made a wall so high that it’s almost engulfed me. Actually it did for a while but I;m gonna climb out of this. I’m gonna stop killing myself by drinking and smoking so much. I’m gonna start hitting the gym. Gonna get back the body that I lost. Wanna start taking care of myself.
Peace out.
taste the pain
3/11/2009 09:41:00 AM